The angel - the one bring joy to my life. Her words put me to tears last night. Due to some family complication, I am trying to avoid from internal arguement at home so I told angel Erica that I will only be back on Sunday to bring her out for dinner.
However, I left out a very important document at home and I need that urgently so I drove back home last night. She was sitting at the computer desk playing game and when she saw me walking in, we have the below conversation:
Erica: Ee Ee, I thought you said Sunday only come back?
Ee Ee: I forgot something very important and I need to use it tomorrow morning. Dear, why not you open the door for me please?
Erica: Ee Ee you stay here tonight, dont go back KL lo.
Ee Ee: Cannot lo, later your daddy angry with Ee Ee then we will fight at home again. Ee Ee dont want to fight at home wor.
Erica: Is ok Ee Ee, Daddy is not around until Wed, you sleep here 2 nights, Wed morning only you go back KL, OK? If you OK only I open the door for you.
I stood for a while and said I will think about it .... then I said to her: You never open the door how Ee Ee sleep here tonight?
Erica: Yeayyyy!!!!
So I make a cup of coffee and sit at the sofa watching TV show before I go for shower. She was eating rice and she walked to me and said: Ee Ee, tonight you sleep beside me can or not?
Ee Ee: Yes, Of course.
She talked alot last night and her words make me realized the problems that we have among adults had created so much damages to her. The moment we fought at home, the moment when she sees her parents yelling at each other at home, the moment she saw her daddy throw things at home....
She sees, hears and remembers and she could tell... there was a time when my daddy and mommy still good, we went out as a family with Ayden and we took alot of photos. When I heard that ... my tears drolling.
I am sorry baby that we created all these mess. It was not happen intentionally an well all love you and your little brother Ayden. I hope you will understand, one fine day.....
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