Sunday, March 26, 2006

Great suprise

I was online on Thurs night and i heard somebody knocking the door but i thought it was my neightbour's == they have late visitors. So i made dont know and continue my chatting. The next morning i saw a message left in front of my gate. Message as below:

"Hello Yui Ying, I am back from UK today. Please give me a call at *********. I lost your no. and looking forward for your call. From *Ben. "

For those who dont know who * Ben is , please read my earlier blog by the title "True friends".

Wow! what a great suprise! I was shocked by seeing this message as i was totally forgot about this guy. So i was thinking whether should i call him and meet up with him then. I wrote him an email instead of calling him. I left my number to him in the mail and he called. So as i thought, he asked for a meet up. I was like.......do i really want to entertain this guy anymore? I dont know what to say and not sure shall i go or not. Ended up i decided to meet him up and tell him all my thoughts.

I am going to tell him i just want to be friends and never thought of develop any further with him. Is that ok to say that to a guy? I am not sure what to say but i think it is better to clarify before he thought something else, right? I mean if he changed his mind and wants to go further then i think i should put a stop.

I dont mind meeting up a friend but not intend to go any further with any guy for this moment. The reason is i still need to sit down and figure out what i really want from relationship and life before i start with my new man. Or just to be frank, i still thinking of someone right now.

At first i agreed to let * Ben pick me up for the meeting but after a deep consideration i think i better drive myself lar. Just incase ......... Please understand this is my first meeting with *Ben. I think gals should extra careful when meeting up with someone you dont know.

I hope the meeting is a cheerful and stressless chatting. i really hope so! Wish me luck..... :D

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